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FUCK YOU - LILY ALLEN
Sunday, June 19, 2011 || 10:30:00 PM

         sigh, i swear i've been dam suay for like 3weeks already. let me tell you some of my suay happenings ._.

1) I was walking on the streets and some stupid caterpillar fell on my neck and i didnt know till i touched it & i fucking had to grab it and threw it away. And the feel was OMG SO DAM SOFT AND SQUISHY. gross ttm.

2) It was the first time i took a bus and overshot, at my house somemore. A 5 mins walk ended up like a 30mins walk.

3) I had to do some online test but when i went in my internet crashed and i couldnt get back in anymore. ITS 5% OF OVERALL FOR GOD SAKE. GG.COM

          and yes, there is more and more and more. i'm lazy to say out all. I've forgotten some anyway. but it was seriously the worse 3weeks of my life. i seriously have never been so suay before. And fuck the weather nowadays can. Had training from 12pm-5pm on fri and i turned totally black ._. it took me 1whole year to turn just that little little little bit whiter but just that few hourse to turn super tan. FML seriously. We had physcial training throughout that whole fri. FUCKING TIRING. but surprisingly it doesnt seem as tiring as the netball training, idk whye. funnnyyy.                   

          My friend say bcos i had no more interest in netball thats whye everything of it seems tiring to me. fact? hmmmm. been playing netball for 7years. so maybe... its true! hahahha. Btw, my financial accounting is like my worst subject even though i'm in accounting course. so contradicting isnt it? ._. i find it hilarious too. i think my results for semester 1 is like shit seriously. All the subjects are like dam lousy except for economics. SIGH. have to work dam hard if i wanna get into a uni. It seems kinda impossible for me to get a GPA of 3.8 and above. I seriously wonder how people did it. Didnt knew poly was so stressful. So many people tell me its slack! FUCK THAT "FACT". I should had gone to JC since they seems equally stressful and just suffer for 2years instead of 3! ><

P;s/ oh and did i mention my last week of holidays is a hopsital-project-homework-trainings day. SIAN. i've to go to hospital for 3days for checkups on knee, injection and more check-up ._.

才又变黑，每个人又开始说我的是非。以为从小听到大的东西不会再影响我，可是好像错了。一直以为自己已经听到麻木了，会感到无所谓，但显然还是很在意。对，我的“脸书”所写的就是关于这个。。虽然很不想承认，但到最后，还是得承认。有时候你们说的话真的很不堪入耳。虽然假装不在意，但其实心里还是很伤。尤其有时不经意听到连自己较好的朋友也这么说。你们以为这么说很好玩，但你们有想过听的人会有什么反应吗？以前，我也会跟着朋友嘲笑他人，但想想其实很不应该。听的人一定很伤心。所以，至从那时，我也不会去嘲笑别人的长相。。因为自己也是受害者之一。我知道虽然他们都会假装不在意。。但其实你们一走之后，他们一定会在暗地里偷偷哭泣。。


世界上又有哪个女孩不想自己是又白又美的。可我有得选吗？如果能够选，我当然也希望自己是白白的。不过一生出来时，我就注定是黑皮肤的，而且又容易晒黑，一变黑就很难白回了。我也不希望自己是这样的啊。。。。 如果你们只是说我黑，我也无所谓，反正都已经听腻了。但有时你们却说的很刺耳，还一直在一旁讨论和嘲笑我。如果能假装没听到，那该多好。从小到大，几乎每个人都会问我为什么这么黑。。我自己也解释到很腻，很累了。你们能不能不要再问我了啊。如果以后有人再问我，我干脆说我是印度人就好了。你们要的答案就是这个对吧？要嘲笑的话就笑个够吧。如果是真心对待一个人，应该不会在乎他的长相，无论高矮胖瘦对吧？但。。世界上会有谁这样对你呢，应该只有自己的家人吧？妈妈说怀了我的时候，她已经尽量多喝牛奶，豆奶之类的，喝到自己都吐了，就是希望生的女儿不会像到她自己，皮肤那么黑，但结果好像都一样。。一切从最开始就已经是注定好的。她的努力还是没有结果。又有谁会知道我们的心酸。。


有些人明明很白，却又故意去晒到黑黑。我却想要都没有。那天。。连一位小妹妹都对我说，“你这么黑，怎么结婚？！”好笑对吧？连一个小妹妹都这么说。。。我听到的时候还真是吓了一跳。几乎全世界的人都在嘲笑我，真可悲。。好想找一个洞钻进去。。我知道有时我所写的东西你们会很好奇，会来问我。但我想知到，你们是真的关心我，还是只是想知道发生了什么事？我看多数的人只不过是想知道发生什么事而已对吧？ 我也想向人倾诉，但又有谁会真心的听？如果我说的太多，你们一定会觉得很烦吧？如果可以，我好希望自己从来都没来过这个世界。


很多人一定觉得我又在“emo”，可是这些是我的真心话。你们可以选择不要看的。请你们不要再来问我不想回答的问题了好吗？如果有一天又有人问我这种问题而我掉头就走的话，我希望你们不要觉得我没礼貌。。我只不过是不想再回答类似的问题了。你们要怎么想就怎么想吧。。我真的累了，也腻了。。。


Dont read if you think i'm naggy/emo or whatsoever.
And dont ever ask me questions i dont wanna answer anymore, you know what i'm refering to.
Dont come and question me about this also.
Thanks.

FUCK YOU - LILY ALLEN